thoughts

lols,extra lessons have started in sch. quite okay la,except for some subjects which are damn sianz -_-

i seriously dunno wat to type now, but i have a hell lot of things in my head and i am confused by everything. can anyone just help me sort them out? cause i am goin bonkers sone ):

firstly, younger sis and bro just went to china on tues. starting to miss them...a bit only la but i miss the fighting,bickering, noises, the fun and everything else.why does the house seems so empty now? with only the computer to accompany me? i really feel sianz.so i just wanna say sorry to anyone if i keep bothering u on msn or fb.

secondly,i tot tat i could almost muster the courage to ask her(you don't need to noe who) out and she blocked me on msn. WTH?!?!? i was reli goin to ask her today and when i went online, she was offline la...but somehow, i knew tat she was hiding from me. :( did she detect my intention and she is shy bout it? is this a way of rejecting me? or are u trying to tell me tat now is not the right time for use to take one step closer? i would rather chose the 3rd option but something tell mi tat it's the 2nd one T.T

so, i am just gonna assume the worst D: just wanna say sorry for bothering u tis few days and i hope tat we can continue to be friends.yeah, tat bout it o.o

whew! finally got it off my chest.felt so much better now.i mean it's better to say it out isn't it? yeah true true,even if i have to say it myself.

now, let mi think wat else have i not write? hmmm....hmmm...hmmm...
errmmm, nth else lols
nite post.
nite ppl.
nite gurl.slp well.
dun think wrongly.i am wishing u as a friend. :DD