determination

todae,i learnt that i was mentally weak. i always thought that i was strong enough to resist temptations, to fight off all the tempting things around mi, the TV, the computer, handphone, ipod, comics...yet todae, i watch tv,use the com, sms someone,listen to music and read comics. T.T

i sat in front of my desk at 8.39am...took out my science tys and started attempting the qns.sounds good siah,veri hardworking leh. yeah, i thought that it was good too but i havent attempted 5qns and there was someone coming to change the lights in my house and i spent the time reading comics while helping them. 11.47am, they left...okay, let's continue with revison but i havent even completed the 11qns and it was time for lunch. after lunch,watch "bodyguards ans assasins with subling" until 2+ before i on the com and start facebooking. parents home at 5+ so gotta off the com but i havent even got time to study before it was dinner, watch some tv and off to blogging.

how?how the hell can i train my mental self? how can i strengthen it? that was when i read about a quote. "Human are ambitious creatures. They always expect a lot from themselves." ermmm, sounds damn meaningful so i think i am gonna listen to it and start shortening the time that i spent on entertainment.todae, i am gonna use the com lesser by 1min. HEY, it's a start k, so dun complain :P

So, anyone for study grp? i am damn damn damn damn damn damn damn despo for one now :o