40+ days to 'O' Levels

lol lol lol

september holidays was.....quite productive and wasted at the same time...

monday-went back to sch for maths camp
tuesday-in sch for maths camp
wednesday-went sentosa with ODAC ppl
thursday-went to cherry's house for steamboat, celebrate ruoxin's birthday
friday-went for a outside lesson
saturday-went to see a chinese drums performance
sunday-slack

maths camp was.....damn...damn....damn....productive, and also very touching... must try my best to fulfil miss kuck's challenge :D after maths camp, went to play handball with sec3...cheow kiat's face tio whack 0.o *sigh

sentosa was sianz at first.... =.=.....then it was more sianz...doin sibei lame things =.= until we played beach volleyball and captain ball. I didn't noe that beach volleyball can be so fun siah :)

steamboat was a great success... :) Happy birthday to Ruoxin :) played mahjong,cards,maplestory...eat a lot.....watch "tom and jerry"...push birthday girl into the swimming pool....LOLS

sigh* after september holiday le....must buck up siah....should stop playing and work hard lawls... :(

P.S.-kexin, remember to wash ur clothes siah XD

after prelims....

prelims sort of ended yesterday...
left with practical science paper and mcq science paper....


went to somewhere at yishun on fri, with yonmin,hongyan,daren,weijian....play tennis without top :] sauna bath....bowling :)

my bowling improve siah. last time go plae with odac ppl i always get low pts...then now getting better c:


then yesterdae after chinese prelims..spent very very very long time before deciding to go to kovan with celine dion, ruoxin, weijian, yonmin, hongyan, aaron,daren.... bowling again :]


AFTER PRELIMS LE...now can destress a bit, play and siaoz...then bak to studies AGAIN :(

but nvm :] now study hard first then after 'o' lvls can play like siaoz :DDD





PS: 2 weeks nvr use com le.. :( miss it badly :)

inception...

recently, really lazy to blog -.- must be the too-much-blog-syndrome -.-

went to watch "inception" with siying,kexin,joey,salim, david
david was quite a nice guy....completely the opposite of how siying look o.0
inception was confusing...each of us have different theories =.= gonna talk bout it later in sch
but the show was nice....still considering whether to play or study 2mr

and i seriously hate those ppl who think that they study a lot and when they see u slacking, they sort of scold u -.- really bitchy :(

night :)

sianz

i cant believe that i am saying this....



FML

regret~

very tired....
very sianz....
very bored....


my chance came.but i let it brush past me without even trying at all.
when will another chance ever come again?
will i still be able to do it?
or would i live in regrets for the rest of my life.
pls...
just give me one more chance...

:(
sleepy...

WHY?

WHY MUST GERMANY LOSE? T.T


HOLLAND, PLS TRASH SPAIN!


>.<


yeah....and this is a reply to salim's blog [To be exact, it's 20ppl chasing after a ball.And seeing ur team win does add value to ur life, u feel the satisfaction.From another pt of view, winning a dota match doesnt change anything ma..U still nid to go to sch.But u will still play the dota match, Why? Just for the satisfaction....]
-.-

meet-up

yesterday afternoon, went out with some primary sch friends...
shihao,shuying,kenny,cheryl,elaine and 2 other guys, dunno what's their name

went to play soccer and basketball...shihao arh,u kick the ball so hard that my leg got blue-black liao T.T

wanted to play 2v2 basketball but shihao lol, play psp -.-

got one malay kid keep diaozing us la...act cool in front of us then we keep passing the ball around,he couldnt get la and i tink almost cry la? :P

went to Safra to play pools, wait for 1h before our turn.then shihao's friends join us.....
went to have dinner after that, elaine went home...
then no one accompany cheryl, so she also go home

have dinner at one of the coffeeshop...rushed home cause i nid to reach home by 9.30 -.-

happy that Germany won >.<
Argentina wasnt that strong lol -.-
and i think all the men in the world not happy liao, cause paraguay nvr won -.-

bb

kaleidoscope :] sorry

when to kaleidoscope yesterday. before that, met hongyan at bus-stop.before goin to parkway parade(pp) to look for burger king...

couldnt find burger king, ended up buying mac..for mi,hongyan,siying,yuhui,salim
walked all the way to vjc, :( because i didnt noe wat buses go there...

sorry siying,salim,yuhui for telling u the wrong bus no.
sorry siying,salim,yuhui,hongyan for walking through the rain
sorry weijian for the soggy fries
sorry salim for not spamming pics with everyone else
sorry to the choir and guzheng for almost falling asleep when they were performing
sorry sorry sorry

gonna spent some weeks jogging in the vjc area.memorise all the buses >.<>.< gonna work hard.

cubezzzzzzz

sigh* recently got a bit sianz leh -.- dunno wat to do lol? i noe that i nid to do my hw but i just cant concentrate...anyone got a formula that can help me to concentrate..kindly share it with me thanks....

today when to hougang mall to check out the price of the 2x2x2 and 4x4x4 rubik cube....before leaving sch, SOMETHING DEVASTATING HAPPEN! JIKIAN DROPPED THE 5X5X5 ON THE FLOOR! yeah.....u can imagine how it was shocking news to me! i was so SAD lol :( not angry la...but he said that he will fixed it back, yeah, so when to hougang mall with a heavy heart.. :(

the 2x2x2 is $6.90 and the 4x4x4 is$19.90....might consider buying both la...but salim suggested the toyriffic brand or just go to china buy lol...cause he claim that the rubik brand one is not very good la...

when back to sch by myself after that la =.= huh? weijian yufeng salim all pangsei lol -.- tried the 5x5x5....it wasnt as good as before lol, maybe jikian rubbed off some of the oil....not so smooth le :( my timing become 17++ mins, it was only 14mins yesterday night leh...

but anyway, nth else to talk le...going to sleep le, recently very tired arh and hand also very suan lol cause on tues go the gym then anyhow lift the weights T.T suan siah...

nite ppl
nite blog
:)

back :D

back from china at yesterday night... around 11+

the whole trip was really long. 14 days, normally i would blog bout the whole trip but i am chionging hw now, so gonna keep it short and sweet

was really really tired but it was damn fun mahhhhh....cause there was quite a few families travelling together and we bonded even more >.<

experience a flood at guangze....the news shld have reported bout it ba? but the situation there was quite like singapore orchard.. just that we were safe and sound :D couldnt believe it when my friends told mi bout it.. ORCHARD? FLOODED? wth? how could that ever happen? =.=

yeah...but i wasnt exactly frighten by the flood in china? all the singapore ppl were like enjoying the scene and taking photos =.=

shopping at xiamen :D shld really enjoy the shopping now as the currency is still high...wait until china's economy boost -.- no one would say tat china things are cheap :(

nvr really mugged over there.. was like playing cards, shopping, table tennis, watching movies, sight-seeing, listening to girls gossip....yeah....no time no study :D

gotta chiong hw liao...bb ppl :]

-china shldnt have banned fb -.-
-sorry salim, nvr got ur 11x11
-couldnt find any things suitable as gifts to friends, ps arh :(

tired :(

just when to bugis AGAIN on friday night. going to bugis the second time is different...how different? errmmm, i mean,i noe that place already as i have already went there once but everything remain interesting to me. there was a hell of places that i nvr went.... -.- there was very very very big... yeah, so salim and weijian, on 2nd of july, before we go victoria jc for the kaliedescope? performance, go with me to bugis street AGAIN! nid to buy some things..

bought a cargo pants and a shorts at a shop call 'FOX'...the salesmen were quite friendly :) yeah then went to the department stall and my mum and sis shop for undergarments... -.- felt stupid and went emoing at the sports section. LOLS, there was damn lot invention of new games bla bla bla...kids now days, are not satisfy with what they have *sigh*

yeah....then yesterday afternoon watch 'The Pink Panther 2'...it was quite funny but stupid at the same time =.= and i dunno issit the disc or my tv, i can only read subtitles but cant hear them talk, nid to ask salim bout that when sch reopen....

and the stupid laptop keep having error :( quite flare-up with it, so using my sister's one to blog...yeah, just finished packing my luggage bout 1h ago...still deciding wat hw to bring there nid to continue studying even though i am having my holidays >.< dun wan to fall behind the others... 'O' LEVELS, I AM COMING! finaally...even though i have not started studying but i felt as if i am ready to face the 'o' levels papers... is that a good sign? idk, but i think it is quite good la :P

got to go pack my homework le...

bb blog
bb ppl
will miss all of you :(
but will be back soon :)

shopping :D

lols...this post was supposed to be posted yesterday night de la,but due to the 'blue screen of death', which occured thrice...not shiok at all T.T stupid fault, ARHGGG, i wanna buy a new com now -.-

when to bugis with weijian and salim yesterday afternoon. go to golden landmark first, salim buy a pack of cards(arcane i think) at the magic shop there...then walk walk..lol, there is really really old -.- lots of shops that sell old things...

then when to this building?bugis junction? which was next to the hospital.there was this singapore sale over there :) quite fun la, lame around over there but there was a hell lot of stuff for girls so when to the children section, act like children lol :P

after tat, anyhow walk and happened to reach a pasa malan?bugis street? lots of interesting things they sell. weijian got the bag that he wanted then we see see around lol...got this uncle tat sell clothes with unique design o.0 still considering whether to buy one. got tis sex shop -.- only for 23 and above? why?? i tot 21 can le O.O

yeah...then when to sim lim square? a place where they sell all kinds of computers and electronic gadgets cheaper than outside but more chance of being scammed if u dunno ur stuffs well. salim mention tat he bought a camera lens for $200, when home to found out that the actual price was $20 =.= saw a speaker that i like at the 6 storey ^.^ still considering whether to buy... salim told me that he like a cooler fan? for his birthday. even though he was joking la...$69.90. maybe i will buy for him la. tell everyone to sponser $2 then next year buy for him la...but i think by then, there will be other better ones lol.

then walk all the way to little india, took mrt back to hougang station.went back to sch...

LOLS....
siying chengce shermin ruoxin and tinfung was in class @.@ and the four girls were shouting all kind of commands -.- then tinfung was acting guai lan, like he wan to kill them like that... were they doing that for the past 4hours that we were away? sort of no life -.- *sigh* wat can i say?different ppl have different life :o

lols...gotta go sch soon...to hand in the jotter bk for physics...meeting salim there...to let him copy mine -.- cause he cant find his one...

bye bye blog
bye bye ppl

PS-goin china this sunday morning :P

*sigh*

life not getting any better recently... -.- still feeling bored at home, in sch, outside and anywhere else. just that today was a bit different from other days ^.^ time pass really fast in sch cause we got 4 maths periods >.< can u believe it? 4 leh...4 hours! and we were doin papers so only 2 hours were spent on lessons :)

yeah...went to hougang pt to eat with weijian,yufeng,salim,ruoxin,celine and yuhui... we were supposed to go to the coffee shop near sch but salim cant eat there so we decided on MAC at hougang pt and in the end, they choose the food court at hougang pt -.- lawls...

slack at sch, sang some stupid songs, do some chemistry, play some stick games and went home...

=.= lolsssss....i really really really gotta start studying and do my hw T.T cant seem to get into the mood rite now. 2mr still nid to hand in physics,chem,ss hw....wth?!?!?

got to force myself to study :(
bb ppl :(

Miss Kuck's birthday! :D

today, we celebrated miss kuck's birthday during maths lesson...cake was very nice leh...tiramisu i think? maybe next year when we celebrate again,can tell miss kuck to bake her cake lol. she was very very touched by us ^.^ then say tat she will remember us for the rest of her life? quite touching leh >.<

:P managed to use up 1/2 an hour of the lesson so tat miss kuck was only left with around 20mins to teach maths...i didnt't knew tat it was her birthday until shermin sms me yesterday @.@ did she mention it to us before? can't racall, too tired to think -.-

when with odac ppl go kovan to play bowling.lose like shit la =.= play two games.1st game-scored 53? 2nd game-scored 40+ :( maybe i shld try to go and practise more, cause accuracy keep failing me. why arh? deproved so much leh...halfway through playing, we celebrated jon ong birthday, which was supposed to be on the 6th of june lah...but the gurls wan celebrate today lol

dunno why but i seem less bonded with the odac gurls ?.? still the same with the guys but with the gurls, *sigh* nvm la, after 'O' level then bond again lawls..

seriously nid to stop using the computer and start revising for 'O' levels, "HEY JOE, THE 'O' LEVELS IS JUST ROUND THE CORNER AND YOU ARE USING THE COMPUTER TO BLOG, FB, VIWAWA, MSN, ETC. ETC." come on, it's time to wake up! u have 2yrs of revision to be done and u are typing a new post in ur blog -.- *sigh* when will i learn?

gotta slp soon
nite blog
nite gurl
slp well

PS:just got back report book T.T i dun think parents will be happy to see my results but i gotta tell them the truth anyway!

thoughts

lols,extra lessons have started in sch. quite okay la,except for some subjects which are damn sianz -_-

i seriously dunno wat to type now, but i have a hell lot of things in my head and i am confused by everything. can anyone just help me sort them out? cause i am goin bonkers sone ):

firstly, younger sis and bro just went to china on tues. starting to miss them...a bit only la but i miss the fighting,bickering, noises, the fun and everything else.why does the house seems so empty now? with only the computer to accompany me? i really feel sianz.so i just wanna say sorry to anyone if i keep bothering u on msn or fb.

secondly,i tot tat i could almost muster the courage to ask her(you don't need to noe who) out and she blocked me on msn. WTH?!?!? i was reli goin to ask her today and when i went online, she was offline la...but somehow, i knew tat she was hiding from me. :( did she detect my intention and she is shy bout it? is this a way of rejecting me? or are u trying to tell me tat now is not the right time for use to take one step closer? i would rather chose the 3rd option but something tell mi tat it's the 2nd one T.T

so, i am just gonna assume the worst D: just wanna say sorry for bothering u tis few days and i hope tat we can continue to be friends.yeah, tat bout it o.o

whew! finally got it off my chest.felt so much better now.i mean it's better to say it out isn't it? yeah true true,even if i have to say it myself.

now, let mi think wat else have i not write? hmmm....hmmm...hmmm...
errmmm, nth else lols
nite post.
nite ppl.
nite gurl.slp well.
dun think wrongly.i am wishing u as a friend. :DD

siblings?

@%#^#&$&^$&$&$#^&@ ##*&&%^#& @&&*@&#&$^&#&

wah... *sigh* finally done with swearing at my siblings =.= wat can u expect with one elder sis, one younger sis and one younger bro... i don't even noe why my parents gave birth to so many children but i heard tat they were only planning for 2. So where did the other 2 came from? lawls... =_='''

sometimes, i find them irritating siah. dunno why lol. maybe because when i quarrel with them, it's always 3vs1... so for those tat keep complaining bout how ur sis or bro quarrel with u(*ahem*), u can start feeling lucky.. cause i got 3 times more than wat u get.

everytime we quarrel, fight, bicker, everyone keep telling me, "learn to appreciate them, or u will regret when u lose them"... yeah yeah yeah, but u must noe tat it's damn damn damn damn damn damn damn difficult to control urself once u become angry, lolx -_-

gotta go plae games le :P
good luck to those taking chinese 'O' level now. :P

WTF?

todae, marks the beginning of the june holidae. normally, i would be happy because got one month to slack at home. but this, since we are gonna take the 'O' level, we have 2 weeks of intensive remedial in sch. WTH? aren't we supposed to relax? how can we relax with so many remedials. but nvm, after 2 weeks, i am gonna go for my holidae...13 days in china... can u believe it? wat would miss kuck, mdm gwee, miss tee, miss oh, miss ng, mr pah, mr too, mdm tian says if they could see wat i just type =.= i didnt scold badly for mid-years but it was also not too good. T.T

still deciding whether i shld go china or not. but i reckon tat my dad wouldnt allow mi to not go so i am trying my best to find all the books tat i would for revision, bring them with mi to china, and spam studying in the hotel rm :)

tat shld make up for the fun, so i wouldnt nid to feel too guilty lols. in the mean time, i am still watching movies everydae. trying to take a break until the chinese 'O' passed and i will start studying :DD btw, good luck to all the express chinese student :D yufeng arh...looking foward to seeing ur result.

yeah, got a bit sad yesterdae, cause i was trying my best to ignore *ahem* but i lack the determination. why? i don't noe why i have tis feeling of jealousy whenever i see her with a guy? let's just hope tat it's just a eye candy.i wanna concentrate on my studies now, not u k? so f*** off

felt better after typing it out :) yeah, so bb blog, gotta eat dinner soon and continue to relax =.=

funny siah

i always tot tat mr brown shld host a entertainment show on tv.cause his videos damn funny siah :) so i got reminded bout tis video and just happen to find it on youtube.




*sigh* nth to post tonite.gonna slp soon, bb =.=

XMM-xinmin movie marathon

nth happen lately tat is interesting, except for the movie marathon on friday nite to sat morning :) i wasnt even supposed to go leh.cause it was quite expensive, no ppl goin, and veri veri veri veri long(waste time), the movie selection wasnt veri good.then fridae afternoon, chengce ask mi wanna go ma, since i nth to do tat nite, so i went with chengce, siying, jynnlyi,mannan and jolin.

almost tio scolding from parents from parents cause i informed them to late :( but heng arh, they nvr nag a lot :)

so i went home, bath, eat dinner, and watch "your hand in mine,想握你的手" before taking my own sweet time there. reach there bout 9.30pm, spent some time looking for them and sat down to watch the 2nd movie, "UP"...

there were five movies tat nite la.started at 7pm tat nite and ended at 7am the next morning. the 1st movie was "the back-up plan". i missed it lol, as i was watching "ur hand in mine". 2nd movie was "UP". i watched before la, so even though i missed the front part, i enjoyed the middle and the ending a lot as this show was humorous and exciting :DD heard from siying tat tis show won a award arh(i tink is the 'best animation award') and i tink it deserved it lol, veri nice leh :P

third movie was "Alone"...which was a horror movie tat wasnt so scary if u watched it with 400ppl =.= the whole hall of ppl were screaming before the horror scene appeared and tat was like a signal to tell u tat the scary scene was coming and we were already prepared for it lah =.= the movie was quite good as there was a twist at the end but i didnt get to watched the whole movie as i was dragged of by siying to listen to her plae piano la :) quite worth it lol cause she plae piano quite good. then there was tis brown cat who was following her because she was running and screaming =.= animals are alerted when they hear noice and when u run, they run. so we managed it tempt it to follow us and we bring it far far away but it was still attracted back to the piano when siying plae the piano. so we scammed the cat by luring it inside the gurls toilet and closing the toilet once it was in. T.T i was almost goin to reopen the door to let the cat out as it was meowing pitifully and i felt bad for locking it in. ltr, got some vollyballs gurls go and let it out the cat was free =.= quite scared leh, cause i tot animals will take revenge de.so mi and siying tried to run away but ltr, we overcome our fear lol, quite to attract it again. then it keep folo us until in the end, it stay with the volleballs gurls and we went to 2nd floor and i continue watching the movie from the outside so tat siying will not feel sianz since she dun wan to go inside hall to listen to all the sound effect. the movie was anticipated la cause siying told mi of the plot at the start lol so i didnt felt much scared by the movie =.=

4th movie was "Coach Carter" and it was quite nice, those basketball show where one team become strong after having a new coach, then they win a lot of games and their studies suck so their coach dun let them plae and they keep studying before they studies improved and they continue to win more matches and lost the last match but they were not demoralised and veri happy in the end lol.

5th movie was "Avatar"...the one where most ppl were waiting for but damn lot of ppl missed it as they were sleeping(wat can u expect? it was already 4 in the moring)... i was doozing of at the start of the movie as it was boring but i watch the middle and the end as it was good man...damn good a movie.the plot was good and it was way too cool when they fight and all the big big big birds attack the helicopters :) but heard from siying tat the movie onli won a runner-up award and tat director lost to it's ex-wife as the ex-wife made a better movie *sigh sigh* i personally felt tat the blue ppl and human dun fit a lot because of the graphics. the blue ppl were too animated and the human were too real-life. maybe tat the reason for their failure lol =.=

lols.almost forget bout one pt, throughout the whole movie marathon, siying keep using mannan's camera flash to go around the hall and shinning it everywhere =.= heard lot of complaints coming from everywhere and i guessed tat lot of ppl were irritated by her =.=

after tat, marked attendance and was dismissed...when to the roti prata shop to eat...ate 3 plain prata as i was damn hungry, one nite nvr eat leh =.=

when home after tat, i was like slping one the bus and standing up. =.= almost fall down as one of the my leg keep bulking when i fall asleep. i almost almost fall down on the floor but heng arh, i always wake up when one of my leh bulked and the other leg have no chance to bulker lol. then slp through my bus-stop and got down at the opposit side when the bus looped back.

reached home at 10.30am, slept until 8.30pm at nite =.= sleepy leh then watch the saturdae nite movie until 1am before waking up in the sundae early morning to blogged bout the movie marathon lah, lawls.tat's all bout it la, still got quite a no. of movies to watch before i start revising for 'O' levels T.T so must chiong :P

yeah.then there are some lesson i learned lol:
-must train myself to be able to slp while standing up
-siying, next time plae more piano leh, at sch or at salim house la, cause veri nice :P
-must tell manna or anyone not to lend siying the flashlight for camera
-must practise not slping for some nites and train up endurance =.=
-to u-noe-who lah, i am not trying to be naggy and i dunno how u feel when u cant slp or get insomnia but i just wanna tell u TRY SLEEPING PILLS :D BUT ONLI FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME.

yeah.tat bout it and i am off to the market..bb :P

enriched life :)

yeah...just dropping by to leave a post lols...

currently watching transformers2(joey one) and it was quite good la, megan fox quite hot leh(i was disgusted after knowing tat she was a unisex before)

hope tat i have the time to watch a lot lot lot lot of movies before i start revising for 'O' levels and i have been trying to dwnld some of them by myself(salim is not reliable =.=) but i found out tat my com was damn nub and take a long long time to dwnld one movie then ltr halfway through dwnlding, "the blue screen of death"! wth man! i was like looking foward to it and the com boomz T.T

i shld start saving money to buy the whole fastest com. after spending 5mins thinking bout it, i was convinced tat i shld not spent so much time to save for tat fastest com so i am goin to aim for 10pts and below for L1R5,'O' level so that my dad will buy mi a new com lawls >.<

yeah...so i gonna watch Ip Man2 soon, salim just passed mi todae lol.heard from ppl tat it was quite interesting la.but u noe lol, heard ma and dunno whether it is reliable bo.

shld make it a pt to learn more hokkien from yufeng lol.veri nice leh.scold ppl also veri fun ^.^

bb ppl +.+

bbq at yt's house

hmmmm, i currently have 5mins to go before i gotta slp so i'm gonna try to make it short and sweet. :) so odac ppl just have a bbq session at ying ting's house last fri on 14/5/10 and it's quite exciting la, i mean we get to plae pool, badminton(=.=),bbq and i even got a surprise from my uncle XD...

yeah...so we have mac at hougang point before heading to ying ting's condo for 2h of pool...i found out tat i plae best in single..when i team with jon ong and lim, i dun perform well but when i 1v1 lingfang, i owned her 5-0..muhahahahah, sorri arh, no offence XD

then we plae badminton at a tennis court and i owned yingting and xinying with hands XD muhahahah

then we bbq and i found tat my sch shoes got holes so i try not to stand near the watery area :( and veri little chance of bbq....ate the food, quite nice la.didnt expect it to be tat delicious :P

and plae some games tat ended up with ruihao being the ultimate loser cause he was sitting next to yvette who was a curse to mi, jon ong, jon lim and ruihao but rihao covered it for us so the other 3 boys nvr tio(i tink jon ong also tio leh but onli once @.@)

and HERE IS THE SHOCKING PART!!! WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO GO HOME, I SAW MY UNCLE AT THE OTHER PIT! OMG MY F**KING GOD SIAH! why so lucky to see him there.thank god tat i didnt scold much vulgarities and hope tat he nvr hear(did i scold any?)

lols... =.= so i wait for him while he talk with his friends and then he fetch mi home...tat all for tat dae and i tink i just exceeded the 5mins so i am gonna slp now...

nite to all >.<

the feel :(

just got back from plaza sing after watching "Iron Man2"...the movie quite good though but i felt that the ending could have been more exciting D:

yeah, then i dun feel rite lols :o normally i would be like veri exciting and fun de but just now go watch movie with salim, weijian, siying,kexin,jynnlyi and yuhui, i feel bored? sianz? is it a after-effect of exams or have i lose the feel of goin out after spending so many bloody long hours on revision?

i dunno lol...now at home also quite sianz leh
wat do ppl normally do to relieve boredom?
go out with friends? play DOTA(salim and weijian arh :P), or emoing?

tsk tsk! sad leh, nth do at home. dun wan revise work, no shows to watch(salim faster burn "Ip man2" and "X-Men,the origins" for mi XD

feel like i am spending a worthless life? shld i just end it here? or perservere? I F***ING DUNNO LEH! WTH? T.T

EMPTINESS T.T

todae, i felt damn damn damn damn weird after the combined sci(chem) paper ended.how shld i world it huh? errmmmmm, let's just say tat i feel empty, like a bottle filled with nth...maybe it's because i have been spending all my time on revision on the past few weeks and now, no more exams to revise for ?.?

i was like totally confused @.@ wat i was tinking was "wat shld i do?"

1)go home and slp
2)go home and dota(not with salim they all la, they make mi look nub)
3)stay at sch and study(like wth la, so stress for wat?)
4)go home and slack

hmmmmmmmm, finally i decided on the 4th option. which was quite good la, as i was feeling okay throughout the process of slacking

~one more paper to go lol, mcq for combined sci...wat the ****? that one nid study de meh?

~goin watch iron man2 on 12/5/10....sounds good, but i tink it is subject to change(gonna pray tat nth get into the way tis time round)

~bbq with cca mates tis friday.yt house.afternoon to nite.is salim jealous?? muhahahahahahahahaha o.0

nth much to say anyway.good nite blog

determination

todae,i learnt that i was mentally weak. i always thought that i was strong enough to resist temptations, to fight off all the tempting things around mi, the TV, the computer, handphone, ipod, comics...yet todae, i watch tv,use the com, sms someone,listen to music and read comics. T.T

i sat in front of my desk at 8.39am...took out my science tys and started attempting the qns.sounds good siah,veri hardworking leh. yeah, i thought that it was good too but i havent attempted 5qns and there was someone coming to change the lights in my house and i spent the time reading comics while helping them. 11.47am, they left...okay, let's continue with revison but i havent even completed the 11qns and it was time for lunch. after lunch,watch "bodyguards ans assasins with subling" until 2+ before i on the com and start facebooking. parents home at 5+ so gotta off the com but i havent even got time to study before it was dinner, watch some tv and off to blogging.

how?how the hell can i train my mental self? how can i strengthen it? that was when i read about a quote. "Human are ambitious creatures. They always expect a lot from themselves." ermmm, sounds damn meaningful so i think i am gonna listen to it and start shortening the time that i spent on entertainment.todae, i am gonna use the com lesser by 1min. HEY, it's a start k, so dun complain :P

So, anyone for study grp? i am damn damn damn damn damn damn damn despo for one now :o

insulted,irritated

some bloody ass just bloody told mi that i was the one disturbing him/her when he/she study...can u just stare at the mirror straight and tell that to urself, i hate you. :(

u think that u're studying veri hard and i was plaeing a fool all along? ohhh come on lah, i asked u because i thought that a study grp would be fun.but from on, just wait long long long long long long.and maybe i consider when we meet in the other world.

is it good to have siblings or to be a single child? i question myself since the day i was born... i want to study at home, i want to score good results in mye, prelims and 'O' levels(7 'A') but i am forced to study in someone else house or even sch cause of my siblings. whenever i am home, i cant concentrate cause i would be picking on them, quarrelling with them or even fighting =.= which is quite childish, but i cant stand some things that they do. shld i consider living in sch? so that i would not waste that 40mins goin to sch in the morning or 40mins coming home at night.

Revive

lols,so hi to anyone coming to this blog...

decided to create my blog after i was greatly inspired by "ahem ahem ahem" and i dun think that she knew but anyway, thankx for inspiring me :D

yeah thats about it, and i got a problem with the blogskin. no matter what i download, the com told me that there a bloody problem with the skin that i downloaded.

T.T so if anyone can help, feel free to leave a comment in the tagboard.thankx